Journal 39: Young Again?

Sometimes a second chance helps, sometimes a second chance doesn't help. The question of being young again is not a simple one. There are lots to consider, if time itself went backward to when we are young then it would be a pleasing proposition because then I wouldn't be young without my friends with many good qualities. I think if i am to be young again all by myself it would be really strange. Everyone of my classmate looking down on me, thinking, "that wimp that can't face life and decided to escape from reality."If I could relive my childhood with all the knowledge I possess now, it would be so much easier and life would go so smoothly. It's hard not to learn from mistakes and apply it to the same exact situation because if the result of your action was terrible there is no reason you would repeat again especially if it's the same exact situation where the same action would yield the same result. Usually at wrong decisions that's always a right decision that you thought of but didn't choose. If i possess after-knowledge of once choice and that one choice being a bad take then there can only be one alternative that I thought of which even though might not be the right decision but may still be different from the original fail decision that got a bad ending.